AFBoard has lost a valued member and friend.

[MR. BMJ]

Hi all, this is BMJ. I am gonna copy and paste the Mr. Nobody thread that was honoring our fallen brother. I can copy and paste the members original posts from that thread, so bare with me here, and I hope it turns out okay

Thanks!
BMJ

[MR. BMJ]

mike:

PitBoyBjj, a fellow AF member, has let us know that our Supermoderator and close, dear friend Mr. Nobody died today in a motorcycle accident.

Mr. Nobody had been part of the AF Family for over 5 years and contributed a ton of first-hand knowledge and advice to many people over the course of his stay.

More information will be posted as we are informed.

Mr. Nobody will be missed and most definitely never forgotten.

Ulter will be here soon to post more, as he had a closer relationship with Mr. Nobody.

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NubianBeauty:

We're going to miss him a GREAT deal!!!! He has helped so many in our online community!

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Caligula:

This is really a tradgedy...this shouldn't have happened.

NB said it spot on above.

We will miss you greatly Mr. N. I'll think of more to say later...I'm speechless.

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the-short-one:

omg - I'm so sorry.

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Monster:

I dont even believe this. We were just sitting around talking about him and old times.
Im floored by this. I cant even remeber the last time I cried.

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NubianBeauty:

I'm completely speechless. I feel soooooooo sorry for his wife and kids.

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*Bunny*:

^^
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Cutt29:

wow, i am very sorry to hear about this.

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PO1NTBL4NK:

My condolences

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Caligula:

This is all I keep thinking of... it makes me so sad.

http://anabolicfitness.infopop.net/2...7&m=8931044441

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BLOODTIDE

This is not the way to start a new year.
My condolences to his family.
RIP Bro!

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NubianBeauty:

Caligula, Me too!!

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NubianBeauty:

Here's the post:

Henry Asencio Painted my Daughter

"Henry turned down 3 professional models for this project and chose my daughter (who was suggested by the gallerie director out of the blue). People are willing to PAY a lot of money for him to paint them.
His work is very well respected and he has had shows all over Europe and the US.

He named the painting and drawing after my daughter's middle name and they are not for sale to the public, but will be offered to me only.

Henry was so enchanted and inspired by her, that he will be doing his next series in "copper", like her hair.

I had to contain my tears as to not appear so emotional, but to have an artist pick your offspring and to adore that person (who curiously does not think of herself as pretty at all), to call her his "muse" and to be as gracious and humble as he was, blew me away.

This will be a memory for a life time for everybody in my family (and documented with valuable art to top it off)"


Mr. Nobody posted 2/11/07

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Bgriff:

All I can say is that It always sucks to hear of a good bro dying or hearing of anyone dying. His family will be in my prayers.

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MR. BMJ:

I can't even post on this right now, as it hurts very deeply. Today, we lost a mountain of a man, a big, BIG BROTHER! I am totally at a loss of words on all this. I have looked up to this guy for years now, and thought of him as a big brother myself. I can't imagine what Ulter, cg and Monster are feeling, as I do know that they were dear real-life friends with him. I can't even get my thoughts straight on what to say, but I do know that I lost somebody that I dearly looked up to and loved very much like he was a member of my very own family. I feel this way for every moderator at this board. Mr. Nobody was different, very different, and unless you had a chance to know him over these past years, you will not even understand how much of a great guy he was. He was a leader for all of us to follow. His memory will never die with us, and definately not in myself, ever.

My utmost sincerity and deepest sincerity go out to his wife, daughter, and son. I keep running over his excitement over the new board. I seen a spark of that kid again that had been in hiding for a few years now. He was such a big inspiration to all of us. His wife and family meant everything to him, and I just hope they know this.

Ulter should be along soon and give the details of what he knows. Please, give a prayer for our big brother and his family. A very huge piece of the AF family was lost today, and we just ask that you give a prayer for his family...even though he was not the most religious of people.

You would not find a better member of this board than what he was to it.

Today, much like my good friend Monster, I find out that I can still cry over somebody that I really loved and cared for.

I will miss you Mr. N!

One of many little brothers who admired and looked up to you,
MR. BMJ

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NubianBeauty:

WOW!! Thanks B!!! I knew you could sum up in words what all of us Mods are feeling.

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[MR. BMJ]

Caligula:

For those who didn't know him, a typical Mr. Nobody response:


This was what I replied to your previous post on my thread.

And I will expand:

You and many other people may have the ability to sense fields which are hidden to others.
The universe is full of "quantum energy fluctuations", which basically means that out of nothing comes something and then as quickly as it came it gets annihilated. This is a fact, a mathematical fact of our universe in the smallest of scales (Heisenberg's uncertainty principle). So why should you not be able to see spent life energy? Energy not visible to others

Where I part from you is the interpretation. I do not belief it to be the soul of your father but nothing more than a scent, a shadow, an afterglow of what he once was. Without merit nor judgment, what you and others sensed was spent energy. Energy of a broken man who fought his own demons and lost. Suicide and homicide are violent deaths, deaths without resolve nor submission, without peace and as such may create an enormous release of energy an imprint so to speak, an imprint, which can be sensed by the sensitive and/or close by (in non-spatial and non temporal sense). I still insist that we, as conscious sentient beings "grow" souls and do not inherit them. We grow them from the origin (god) and share them for a limited time in this corporal existence. We are just cells of a much larger existence, not unlike cells and molecules of our own body. We do not live on as individuals but seize to exist by giving back what we "borrowed"


We will miss posts like this cause we need posts like this. Deep and thoughtful. If only we could back up time.

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Caligula:

To NB: "I second that..."

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mike:

Quote by Mr. Nobody: "We are just cells of a much larger existence, not unlike cells and molecules of our own body. We do not live on as individuals but seize to exist by giving back what we "borrowed"

Mike: "Very cool.. wish I could have experienced more of his posts."

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TShoot:

My prayers and condolences to his family. I can't even begin to imagine.

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MR. BMJ

His words of wisdom, his knowledge, his love for his family, his excitement for his daughter, his excitement for this new board, his everlasting love for his wife, his firm beliefs, his respect, his friendship to me and all the mods, the love for his motorcycle, his jokes and sense of humor, and most of all his chinese food buffet threads will forever last in my mind.

There will never be another like him ever. Each person has their own uniqueness to them, but Mr. N was just far beyond this...compared to a lot of us.

BMJ

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Monster:

I have so many things I want to say but for once in my life I dont have the words to express them. CG is very broken up over this as well, and I may go and see him at work... I dont know. I dont know that I can talk to anyone right now about this... either way Im going to go out for a while and clear my head. I'll be back later and hopefully I can collect myself enough to say something more about all of this.

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Blut Wump:

Condolences to all.

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CK (mommyCK):

My prayers are with his family and anyone that knew him.

I am so sorry for your loss.

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thermo:

Thoughts and prayers for family and friends during this tragic time. Really sorry to hear about this.

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Caligula:

I'm so sorry Monster, Cg, Larry, and all that knew him face to face. I did not but I feel like I did. I wish I had. I can only imagine how hard this must be to all who knew him closely. Though I guess I feel like we all kinda knew him closely.

He filled a role we needed on this board. The big guy with old school knowlege and intelligence and wisdom to match. He added such a presence to this board. He was always around to throw in his .02 cents, but it was worth so much more than that. He treated each post as if it were his first and he was really striving to make a difference where he could.

I can't think of a more inopportune moment to pass away. He had it all, or at least what I aspire to achieve in life. And now he is gone.

To me he was a mentor and a role model...and a friend. He will truly be missed.

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ChefWide:

There are moments when a person of true generosity is taken that i get angry and inevitable and unanswerable 'whys' race through my head.

No point in belabouring the observation that his being taken serves no point. Yet I struggle with the fragility of it all and looked at my kids just now playing, and held them so tight i thought i might burst. Now is the time to celebrate those around you, and the memory of a very strong and very giving man.

I know his family will suffer but in the long run will shine as what he has left them must be of great wonder: a part of himself. He left us with just a taste, in them he exists. The only comfort I have is that I took some of his words with me and will always. I did not know him like you all knew him, but feel no less blessed for this axe having met the grindstone, with what little we shared, i am better for it.

Until next time, Mr. N.

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Sarge:

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macrophage69alpha:

a great loss, for his family and ours.

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Dragon:

This is Terrible ! My deepest condolences!

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kapalaran (kap):

OMG...my heart is broken. I am floored, stunned, in shock...my deepest condolences to anyone and everyone who he had in his life.

I just can't believe this. I am sad I never got to meet him...

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Starsky669:

R.i.p

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usualsuspect0718:

My sincere condolences to his family and friends. I don't know what else to say.

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odoyal rulez:

Bummer...

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e-double:

Max (aka Mr.Nobody on tha AF board) was someone I looked up to.

I listened to his advice and gave his posts and ideas careful attention, the opportunity to share with someone whom I respected so much was always a great pleasure.

I will miss him.

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My deeper understanding if you wish...

In dealing with death, try not to let your mind look back with regret,
“if only I had of done this or said that” Focus on the times you did share and not what didn’t happen.

At a tier(level) of connectivity, all of it, your respect, your care, your love, is already known.

Consider how you would like to honor and respect Max in the present and future, how you want to draw from your experience with him.

I’m going to go hike to the top of a hill, I will then spend some time meditating this early afternoon, I will focus on healing for his family; the ability for them in years to come to move forward and allow even this to be a beautiful aspect of who they are.

To draw Max's wisdom, humor, understanding, strength, from inside is available and I will focus on this as well.

As far as that culmination of energy(spirit), I will let that energy know that it is beautiful and deserves to be, go, where ever it wishes. It is not bound by time nor limited by only one instance of itself in time.

Max's energy(spirit) can be available to his family and friends, as well as simultaneously moving on.

e-double
( bigcatstyle )

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Meau:

My condolences to all. I respected and enjoyed him on the board.

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mackman:

Terrible loss, prayers for his family from mine.

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[MR. BMJ]

Kapalaran:

Fellow Moderators,
I want to make a thread remembering the best of this incredible human being. Ulter, et al, do you agree, do I have the majority's blessing? We owe it to him...And I would be honored to either put it up or contribute to a thread like that. I am compelled to do it.

I am so numb in his passing...I feel like I got robbed because I was really looking forward to meeting him someday. I can't describe how I feel, or even why, cause I didn't know him from anyone in real life...yet he was such an important part of my online community of good people...for an all too short 7 years. Even more reason to get everyone together at this year's Arnold. For once, I have a very real reason to get there this year. Life is too short.

Mr. Nobody, brother, friend, confidant, mentor, role model, an incredible person all around, in more than 100 ways. We know you're watching us from a better place. We love you bro!

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Ulter:

Sure thing. He was a good friend. ...(Snip...).... Making us all laugh, but doing it for me, just to help out a friend. I was really looking forward to him meeting T-Cake today. I'm sorry she'll never hear his Arnold impersonation of a voice and laugh. I will miss that laugh, his posts, his friendship and heart.

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20SS02:

I'm so sorry to see this. My best to his family and friends.

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NubianBeauty:

:cry:

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blu:

I am saddened to here of Max passing. Always such a shock.

I was always impressed by his desire to share what he was learning...and he was ever so humble in certain topics to admit he was just making new strides himself.

Consistently seeking to improve himself and others...


My prayers and condolences for Max's family

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takniteasy:

So sorry to hear of this tragedy! My heartfelt condolences to his family, friends and all that have been touched by him.

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Slo Mo:

I am having a hard time believing this too. Speechless and don't know what to say. My heart goes out to the family

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HeLives07:

I don't know him but judging by the response in this thread he was an intelligent and caring individual who is loved by many. I pray that God gives his family and friends the peace they need to get through their loss.

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*Bunny*

(Snipped...) Im so sorry. My condolences to all of you that new him & his fam but losing a friend like that you were just going to see, then something came up... that stings pretty hard too...

Id love for you all to try to hit the A next year like PA said

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DOGGY:

I've been here since the day the board opened; I trust you guys and gals like no other friends in the world...Max was a giant among men and good solid father & husband.
He will be missed by all...rest in peace big man!

[MR. BMJ]

phattius:

I've been following this board for years, but more of a lurker than an avid poster... strange how you can follow someone through mere posts on the Internet and never meet them face to face... Yet, you are shocked just as if you knew them personally when you hear news such as this.

Death is never easy, especially under tragic circumstances... You can tell from all the posts how many people he was able to reach in a very special way... To me, his insight and willingness to help anyone with questions will be greatly missed.

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G21:

This comes as a great shock i remember reading his posts...witty, cunning, he made you think, and added a much needed presence to AF. RIP Max my prayers are with your family.

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pong21:

Very sorry to hear this, RIP.

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Iron Island:

I wish the best for his family and friends.

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Kapalaran:

Brothers and Sisters,

You are all encouraged to join us in celebrating the life of Mr. Nobody. He will be missed dearly, however we all know he would love to see us go on and remember him fondly.

I have shed my tears today, and reflected on how much we have been taught by this awesome individual. What a complex yet whole-hearted guy. I can't say enough about him.

Even though I hardly posted on the Off-topic forum, I made sure to read most of his commentary. Any topic he put even one iota of effort into was a worthwhile read, and don't even get me started on how many minds he blew with his philosophies and knowledge of the hard sciences. I need to dig some of those posts out from the archives.

The reality of this tragedy still hasn't hit me...

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Caligula:

When things calm down a bit we will have to merge this all into one post.

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[MR. BMJ]

cg:

My Friend MrN.

I sit here speechless. I don't know what to say. I didn't get on the board earlier because I didn't want to face this. I was working today and Monster called me. He asked if I had seen the board. I told him that I hadn't. He told me MrN was dead. I kept repeating "Oh My God!" I can't express to you how I feel about this man. He was my big brother. I looked up to him and I loved him very much. I haven't cried this hard in 10 years....when my grandfather who raised me passed away.

This post is going to be run on sentences and fragment, please forgive me for that as it's 2am and I am finally able to write a little.

MrN was one of the people that greeted me with open arms when I became a Moderator here. He made me feel welcome on the board and welcome when I met him. His persona on here was amplified in real life. He had a charisma about him that drew you in and it wasn't threatening, but welcoming. He joked all the time. I remember his laugh and his smile. He just made you feel good to be around.

I am crying now as I write this. I called Ulter a couple times today and wept. I tried like hell to keep this in, but I loved the man dearly. We always used to tease each other back and forth on the Mod board. The last week with the opening of the new board, he was enjoying picking on me for being a midget, called me a nerd and it was just in fun. MrN never took himself too seriously, which he could have. He was one of the smartest people I have ever met. He was downright hilarious and genuine with the biggest heart in the world. He was larger than life in everyway. When you are 6ft4, 300lbs and have veins the size of my fingers in your forearms you can be intimidating, but I never felt that with MrN because of his warmth. Jesus this is hard. My eyes hurt from crying.

I recently took the Ford buyout and am in school to be a Nurse Anesth. Mr N found out, called me and offered me a job in a hospital in Florida. He had talked to the head of the hospital and asked if they had an opening for his "little buddy." The head said that he did and MrN called me and offered it to me if I wanted to move to Florida. I told him that I can't uproot like that. He gave me some great advise and told me if I ever needed anything to call him. What an amazing guy.

He was Statler and I was Waldorf. MrN always used to say you could tell the mood he was in from his avatar. We used to joke with people online and tease and talk about it on the Admin board. We both loved the Muppets and said that the two of us were like the old dudes on the balcony making fun and cracking jokes. We were. Two days ago MrN changed his avater...you can see what mine is. Man he used to love to tease me. I really felt that he loved me as a friend and I really loved him as mine. I can't express how I feel. I have been crying on and off all fucking day. My wife has been great in all this.

I don't know what I would have done without the words to me from Ulter. He calmed me down and spoke and comforted me and I really needed it. I just wish this was some stupid joke and not real. I wish this were a prank pulled by somebody with a dark sense of humor and MrN would go, beat them up and come back to the board laughing and waxing philosophical again. I have been staring at his number on my phone all day....just wanting to call it and have him pick up the phone.

His wife is from the Michigan area and couldn't be a nicer person. I never met his children, but he was a fantastic father who I know has instilled them with the same character and integrity that was a trademark of their father. He was so proud of his family and had every reason to be.

I told you I don't know what to say. I had to get this off my chest. For those of you who knew him, you relate to what I am saying. To those who didn't, know that everything I say is true. He was one of the kindest, warmest and greatest people I have ever come across in my life. It hurts so much. It just hurts so very much. I wish I could access the old moderator threads from the other board to share with you some of the funniest stories that you have ever read in your life.

MrN, you will always be Statler to me. You were my friend and it was an honor to know you. I will miss you so very much....so very much. I love you my brother.

Cg

[MR. BMJ]

cg:

I want to get the old Moderator posts on the mod board so I can sift through them and share some really funny stories about my friend.

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cg:

I posted a sticky about how I feel. I just felt I needed to do that for some reason. I hope you don't mind.

I'm back in the loop!

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Frackal

Man I'm gonna miss him and his posts

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Sam:

this is sad ...my condolances to everybody...

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Genesis:

My condolences to his wife, daughter and son. Is always hard to loose somebody we loved but he will be in a better place. RIP

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Slo Mo:

He was almost mythilogical to me. Like a Greek God. Reading his stories and posts was always informative and hilarious. I always heard about his 6'5" 300lbs frame, like he was Hercules himself. Never got a chance to meet him or talk to him. But my heart goes out to his family. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, we must live each day like its our last.

I ride myself and I am seriously thinking about calling it quits. The world has loat a great human being that can never be equaled or replaced.

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Kapalaran:

Quote by cg: "...share some really funny stories about my friend."

Kapalaran response: There is a whole shitload...the guy was pure entertainment at times! We had some good times!

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Kapalaran:

Quote by Slo Mo: "He was almost mythilogical to me. Like a Greek God."

Kapalaran: "Slomo, you've hit the nail on the head. The feats he pulled off in the gym...mindblowing."

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Kapalaran:

By Mr. N. One of many threads that blew my mind.

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Ladies and Gentlemen, follow Alice and I down the rabbit hole into a world of wonders, a world of the infinitesimal small, and eternally large, a world that is real and a world that is outside reality.quote: Originally quoted by Einstein"My religion consists of a humble admiration of the illimitable superior spirit who reveals himself in the slight details we are able to perceive with our frail and feeble mind." Beautiful quote.quote:Originally quoted by EinsteinGod does not gamble with the universe yes, he does, or better yet, he is not in control, we are.It so happens that quantum mechanics has established itself in the real world through numerous calculations and observations and that this world of the subatomic is fickle indeed. Locations and speed of the super small can never be established at the same time. They are defined by wave functions. This does not mean that we are physically unable to perform those measurements. It means that those particles do not have measurable location and speed at the same time. It is as if you are looking at the boundary of what matter really is. Matter is nothing but energy E=MC2. The science community describes this reality as the fog of quantum uncertainty. In layman terms, it means that if you could look through the microscope down into the subatomic, you encounter particles that dot in and out of existence and all you see is fog no matter how much you zoom in.....These energy undulations are extremely small however. And when you apply the "fog" to a large system such as "our" touchable reality, quantum uncertainty "overlaps and interferes with each other" (decoherance) to create the determinations of our finely tuned real world. So basically, we all live on borrowed energy. We all are particles that dot in and out of existence. We all live in a pixilated world, a world defined on a minimum planck energy, planck time and plank space scale. We are in a big video game.Enter the laws of physics for our reality:Have you ever wondered, how the world is held together, why the 4 fundamental forces (gravity, strong and weak atomic force and electromagnetic force) and fundamental particles differ in strength and mass so much, why there is such a peculiar relationship? Why not? I propose that the laws of physics are/were not pre-determined, that they were not given to us by God, but that they evolved. They evolved to create this reality a stage for a mind to investigate. I propose a reality that involves multiverses in different dimensions or spacetimes, each universe a universe where the laws of physical reality evolved differently and where the forces do not produce a finely tuned reality. These multiverses exist(ed) in those other realms to create the path of our universe, Darwin style. Natural selection determined which laws would produce consciousness, conscinesness intelligent enough to probe these fundamental questions. Each universe adapted, learned and evolved to become us through eternal expansion and contraction. We are here, because we think about being here!!!!Enter free will, thought energy and how you determine your local reality:Your thoughts determine your reality, period. If you think you are evil, than you are evil. If you think your are divine, than your reality is divinity. Since your existence is confined inside your brain and you are more than the sum of your particles, you can be reduced to thought energy. Thought energy is what distinguished you from your surroundings. In the sub-atomic world, we have shown that matter is nothing but energy, no true solids exist, what you touch, what you feel, is the electromagnetic force field of your fingers interacting with the electromagnetic force field of the object. If atoms would touch, you would create a nuclear reaction, therefore nothing really ever touches. Spinning fields interact, that's it. Even atoms are not matter, there core are quarks and leptons bound together by the strong force. And all we know is that quarks and leptons are smaller than 10-19 meters in radius. As far as we can tell, they have no internal structure or even any size. It is possible that future evidence will, once again, show this understanding to be an illusion and demonstrate that there is substructure within the particles that we now view as fundamental. Here we go again, even quarks are nothing tangible. String theory puts a stop to this nonsense and finally proclaims that all matter and force particles are vibrations of energy strings. The pattern that I see emerge, is that as said above, nothing solid exists, we are all energy held together with more energy.Thought energy is different. It is electric current that produces awareness. This awareness is outside of the physical realm and exists in addition to the sum of the particles that comprises your body. In life it is confined inside your brain to form the you. It interacts through speech with other yous. This interaction in turn creates our reality. Thoughts have energy and it is my understanding that this energy has an effect on the physical world. First, your thoughts create your behavioral pattern which you use to influence your world. Second, a collection of similar thoughts will merge and interact in a way not dissimilar to decoherance of the quantum world. Prayer works.O.k., the above is some of my latest theories in my attempt to explain it all. My attempt to formulate a Theory of Everything has led me to the above observations, firmly grounded in the physical world with minimum reliance to metaphysics. It is my journey, my thoughts and nothing else..........Please submit your questions, critiques and assume this to be a draft, a collection of thoughts thrown together as material for discussion as some details may be incomplete or incorrectThanks___________________________________ _________________________________________________A ny society that would give up a little liberty to gain a little security will deserve neither and lose both.Benjamin Franklin Disclaimer:Mr. Nobody is presenting fictitious opinions and does in no way, shape or form encourage, use nor condone the use of any illegal substances or the use of legal substances in an illegal manner.The information discussed is strictly for entertainment purposes only and shall not take the place of qualified medical advice.[This message was edited by Mr. Nobody on 05-07-05 at 12:35 PM.]

[MR. BMJ]

MR. BMJ:

SlowMo...that is 6'5" and 275-300-lbs of LEAN muscle. Hardly any fat on him at all. The guy was a freak. He was a MAN among boys here. His stats are mind blowing to say the least. This has yet to reach most of the members of AF. Mondays are our busiest time here. I hope Bjaarki stops by, as Mr. N really respected him a lot. I am gonna go back and read some of his posts....there are just so many going through my head right now....the mod stuff, ragging on Bjaarki for asking about his daughter, on...and on....and on....it will go. The guy was the type of person that holds the respect of everybody in the room. When Mr. N spoke, you listened. Dead silence would occur when he spoke, and everybody would cherish what he had to say...others would probably do it out of fear because he was such a freaked out statured man.

I never got to meet him in person, and that really bugs the shit out of me. All the newbies to the site are getting a raw deal on never being able to converse with him here on the new board. Of all people, I could not wait for all the new members coming over to be able to meet him. He was a hidden gem, and one that only a few of us here at AF got to keep to ourselves and feel rich.

BMJ

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Kapalaran:

CG, my heart goes out to you. Such a huge loss for you...I sit here looking at the keys, but my fingers can't find the keys to punch...

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Gymgurl

My prayers go out to his family and everyone who loved him!

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Gymgurl:

((((HUGS))))) CG......His memory will live on through you and others....

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Kapalaran:

cg, I sent you a PM with my #. Please don't hesitate to call me if you want to talk.

Stride forward. He would want us all to continue on, with fond memories of him always, to make us think, act, and strive to be better human beings.

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kleinerjuergen69:

Ruhe in Frieden mein Freund

condolences to his family

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rocko:

Truly don't know what to say - other then Mr. N will be so terribly missed. Every time I saw that he had responded to a post I would read it as it was gaurnteed to have something useful in it. This is such a tragic loss, my heart goes out to his family, both home and here on the board.

RIP Iron Brother....

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Monster:

Forgive me for not starting a post of my own.
Ive have seriously started to type one 5 or 6 times now, but I cant make it all the way through. At some point, every time, i just loose the ability to put together coherent thoughts...
I dont mourn well and I suffer loss in a strange way. It doesnt hit me all at once, and I dont ever seem to manage to grieve in a big way at one point. My grief always seems to be less severe but last for a long, long time. We'll all begin to adjust to life without him, and even months down the line I'll see something that clicks in me and I'll feel the loss the same way I felt it yesterday.
Today I clicked on a post he was on, and I couldnt help but be moved by (and this may seem stupid) the little light next to his name. It struck me that I will never again see that light turn green.
I dont know what else to say right now. Im trying really hard to maintain my composure at work. I had to close my office door to have a few minutes without interruptions...

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Blut Wump:

Powerful and lasting words, CG. Something I always try to cleave to when a loved one moves on is that they are always with us and in a sense always alive so long as we remember them. You'll never forget your friend, hold dear to your memories and relive your friendship in them.

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HULK1550:

i dont know what to say, this is not the way i wanted to start the week. its terrible news. i feel bad for enjoying the weekend not knowing something terrible happened, especially since it happened to such a great guy. he was an awesome person and a great member of this board. i can remember so many stories and without going into a few of them i will just say he was an amazingly balanced person.
he could give you the most inciteful piece of advice, into training, or more importantly life, and the next minute having you spit your coffee all over your screen because something else was so funny.

He will be missed.

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anibolism: