I would not weigh yourself after wed., if you are not 110% fine with the # you see, which I gather if you are human, no less a women, you will let it define you and your progress, esp if your hormonal, ergo... avoid it... It will only mess with your head.
Croft, you don't need to step on a stage for me to be proud of you. In all honestly the only reason I will push you to do the show is b/c YOU will kick yourself if you don't.
As long are you're doing the show for you, then do it. If you for any reason are not doing it for you, I'd tell you not to do the show.
Simple as that.
When the fun is gone and the heart is not in it, what's the point?
You have shown more heart than Ive ever seen since Ive known you. You have take off some serious FAT in the short time you've prepped which is great for a 20 yr old.
I'd be proud to show that off and strut your stuff with a huge smile accomplishing what you did, well, if I was in your situation.
