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OOT · 03-15-2001, 07:26 PM

I organise my cycles, and he usually injects me. I have told him that what I choose to do to my body is my own problem and that no blame would ever be put back onto him by me or anyone! I would not allow that! I fully accept I am the one who's responsible for my own body and I wouldn't have it any other way.

I've been lifting for years (5?) and diet is all good. I've done a few cycles with one AS at a time. And when I say I'm going to be experimenting I mean I will be trying other AS's excusively to eventually learn what each one does to my body independently. I will then try stacking. So I don't mean experimentation in the recreational drug sense of the word, but I have a lot to learn about how my body reacts to certain types - and I will find out! I'm seriously VERY sensible though. I know all the possible side effects and I do my best at all times to avoid them.

I won't be using in vengeance of him, but I am really pissed!

He just turned around after almost two years and says he doesn't like doing it - doesn't feel good about sticking drugs into my butt!

I wonder if there's some insecurity involved on his behalf - like he doesn't want me to take the limelight off him, cause he was the one who was initially involved in bb and AS.

I'm really pissed off and I fear that this will push us apart. Especially now I now I'm gonna be pretty secretive about using.He thinks most bb couples don't survive becuase they do drugs TOGETHER?????

I think he's full of shit, I think he's testing me to see if I'm just trying to take the easy road by getting him to do it for me. So not true..... admittedly it was easier, but I will do it myself!

I am so pissed off, thus the above long scrawl of anger driven babble.

I just don't know whether he has a point or not.

03-15-2001, 07:26 PM	#7 (permalink)
OOT Junior Member Join Date: Mar 2001 Posts: 20 Rep Power: 5737	I organise my cycles, and he usually injects me. I have told him that what I choose to do to my body is my own problem and that no blame would ever be put back onto him by me or anyone! I would not allow that! I fully accept I am the one who's responsible for my own body and I wouldn't have it any other way. I've been lifting for years (5?) and diet is all good. I've done a few cycles with one AS at a time. And when I say I'm going to be experimenting I mean I will be trying other AS's excusively to eventually learn what each one does to my body independently. I will then try stacking. So I don't mean experimentation in the recreational drug sense of the word, but I have a lot to learn about how my body reacts to certain types - and I will find out! I'm seriously VERY sensible though. I know all the possible side effects and I do my best at all times to avoid them. I won't be using in vengeance of him, but I am really pissed! He just turned around after almost two years and says he doesn't like doing it - doesn't feel good about sticking drugs into my butt! I wonder if there's some insecurity involved on his behalf - like he doesn't want me to take the limelight off him, cause he was the one who was initially involved in bb and AS. I'm really pissed off and I fear that this will push us apart. Especially now I now I'm gonna be pretty secretive about using.He thinks most bb couples don't survive becuase they do drugs TOGETHER????? I think he's full of shit, I think he's testing me to see if I'm just trying to take the easy road by getting him to do it for me. So not true..... admittedly it was easier, but I will do it myself! I am so pissed off, thus the above long scrawl of anger driven babble. I just don't know whether he has a point or not.